met many people!

what a day =D =D =D

hari ini saya begitu bersemangat. Sengaja nge-full-in jadwal dari pagi ampe 10 malem. Dan apa yg gw dapet? BANYAK!

Pertama, di kuliah pagi, presentasi ga jelas banget, sambil nyambi bikin power point ngobrol ama tmen sebelah. (entah kenapa gw suka kalo ngomongin hal2 yang serius sama dy, ttg hidup misalnya :)) Maap sebelumnya buat pak dosen ama temen2 yg tadi presentasi, gw ga dengerin ama skali..hha 

Kedua, sepanjang kuliah pagi dan siang, sibuk smsan byk hal : nentuin pelobian panitia PMB, ide-ide buat ikut lomba, jadi responden TA kakak angkatan, dll. 

Ketiga, kunjungan! Kunjungan sama 2 temenku ke kakak angkatan (salah satu program kerja gw, buat memperhatikan teman2 persekutuan kami). Dy angkatan 07, dan gw jadi yaaa kurang lebih udah tau lah gimana pergumulan mereka di tahun terakhir kuliah (baca: gw bakal ngalamin juga taun depan) mulai dari TA (tugas akhir), PHDT (pasangan hidup dalam Tuhan), job seeker, dll..

waw!

Keempat, gw ke tempat cowo gw yang udah lama banget ga ketemu, padahal jarak kosan kita cuma beberapa menit. hmppp.. Just trying to give him some "dopings".. tugasnya lagi seabrek dan kesehatannya lagi nurun, jadi, gw berasa harus "berguna" aja gitu gw jadi cewe..

Kelima, mampir di gerai temen2 gw yang baru aja buka usaha. Ngeliat mereka bener2 jualan dari nol, ribet2nya, amatir2nya, dan ini yg menurut gw bikin kita bisa belajar dengan "sempurna". Yaa dengan praktek langsung dan dari NOL.

Salut lah buat mereka, dan temen gw bilang gini, "Kalo kata opungku nin, hidup itu perjuangan. Jadi kalo ga juang, ya ga bisa hidup." (dengan logat Batak). ekspresi gw : antara terinspirasi dan mau ketawa =P

Orang-orang lain udah pada berlari, tapi kenapa gw masih merangkak?

Kalo ga sekarang, kapan lagi ??

Bener banget tu ungkapan di atas, aseli, sumpi dah.

Hal ini gw dapet dari soulmate kuliah gw, Stephanie. Dy baru aja beli motor sekaligus baru aja bisa naek motor (baca : matic). Mati-matian dy berani2in boncengin gw ke kampus dengan kejadian-kejadian bodoh saat naek motor di hari pertama. Ga dy, ga gw, sama aja katronya kalo naek motor. Sbnernya gw bisa naek motor tapi yg manual dan pas ga boncengin orang. Maklum lah, badan gw tipis T.T

Sama kayak apa yang gw alamin, kita alamin, tiap hari. Making decision whether you take something or not, saying yes or no, and so on. 

Dan kesimpulan gw : Banyak banget hal-hal baru yang bisa kita dapet, kalo kita punya sedikit aja nyali a.k.a niat a.k.a keberanian buat memulainya dengan satu langkah awal. 

Iya ga sih? Iya kan? Semua hal-hal besar ataupun kecil, pasti dimulai dengan satu langkah awal. Kalo kita mikir “ah itu mah gw ga bisa”, “gila kali, ga berani gw”, “yah, elo mah bisa, gw mana bisa” dan lain sebagainya sama aja kita mendoktrin diri sendiri kalo kita ga bisa apa-apa, ato ngerasa bahwa takdir udah menentukan itu buat diri kita. Meennn, salah banget, di alkitab aja ga ada kata-kata “takdir” (which means takdir itu ga ada), yang ada itu adalah rancangan indah dari Tuhan. Kapasitas orang emang beda-beda, tapi, gimana kita bisa tahu seberapa kapasitas kita kalo kita ga pernah mencoba? Dengan mengusahakan segala yang kita bisa dengan sekuat tenaga kita, barulah kita bisa tahu seberapa sih kapasitas diri kita ini. Sama aja halnya kayak ngukur kedalaman sungai ato got ato kali deh. Kita masukin kayu ke dalamnya, SAMPE MENTOK, baru kita ambil lagi dan bisa liat seberapa kedalamannya.

See? Kita ga pernah tahu kalo kita belom nyoba sendiri. Dan kita ga pernah bisa nyoba kalo kita ga punya keberanian buat ambil satu LANGKAH AWAL.

Be brave, everyone =D 

FLU!

aaaa...what a day!
seharian pilek, tissue dimana-mana..
Jangan dicontoh ya, ga go green ni.haha

Friday, the thirteenth.

having no grandpa or grandma. it's rather difficult to me, my mom, aunties, uncles.

Friday, the 13th.
Once i entered my "full house" grandma's house, i felt a different atmosphere.
mourning, everywhere.
my aunties were crying. my uncles, tried to be tough, but i saw their eyes are wet and lil' bit red.
and for the first time, i saw my mom burst into tears.
*speechless*
i can only hold her hands, and keep the water stay in my eyes but it drop down anyway.. i cried.. i cried..

otak gw udah mulai kmana-mana, mikirin macem-macem. Apa yang bakal terjadi setelah ini? setelah mbah (nenek) gw meninggal dan dw ga punya kakek-nenek lagi. Dan rumah ini gede banget dan nyokap gw bakal tinggal sendirian.

last year, everything's going right. nothing to worry. My grandma was still as healthy as me. Going around the village everyday with her driver (pedicap driver). Wake up when it's still dawn, cooking, going to the market, chatting with her friends, making some phone calls, taking a nap, watching television, and so on. And she got 17 children. It is so amazing. She's the real super woman i met. After losing her husband eighteen years ago, she had to live and feed her 17 children in this house alone.

The last Christmas.
December 2010, the story has just begun. She had to be hospitalized for some complications for several weeks. She celebrated Christmas day in her bed and infusion going to her left hand. I just didn't ever think that it was her last Christmas with us. It's just so..unpredictable.
And things got worse.
After the medical treatment, the surgery, and whatever it called for months, she even got worse. She was being transferred to the ICU for several times. My auntie from Surabaya and my mom were so patient to sleep in the hospital everyday.

The phone call.
Thursday, the 12th. I got home late night that time. After a whole day long activity, i got my bed sooo delicious to slept on. Unfortunately i got headache so i can't sleep. until midnight, until 1.38 am, my phone rang. It was my mom, said "Nyil, besok kamu pulang ke rumah mbah ya pagi-pagi. Mbah dipanggil Tuhan....."
i was shocked. and cried. went to my friend's room (fortunately she still awake) and tell it with my tears going down no matter what.
and i finally really can't sleep that night. my mind kept thinking about her, my lovely grandma :(

My mom's birthday!
Tanggal 14 itu nyokap gw ulang taun cobaaaaa T.T dan rencana sabtu pagi sebelum pulang baru mau beli kado buat mama.. Dan batal.
She got sad, she always said, "Mama udah dapet kadonya duluan. Kadonya, kehilangan ibu." with her sobbing eyes.
God! bener2 kaya tamparan kenceng di pipi gw. Apa yg bisa gw lakuin saat itu?
I just can hold her hands and make some jokes so i can see her smile again..

From this day on, things got different from yesterday. And this BIG family have to accustomed with that. But i have no worry, for we have our AMAZING GOD who have much brighter future for this family. And we know that our grandma is smiling next to HIM, look down to this house from the heaven :)

Let's get it started, yaay!

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Let me introduce my self, i'm Krisnina Agustine. I'm an Industrial Engineering student in Gadjah Mada University, i'm in the sixth semester.
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